I don't know how long can I withstand this.
We're just a component, we're not even human, such a shame.
If you're a peanut, I guess I'm not even a tiny seed.
Labels: Thoughts
你认为你所做的一切都是对的吗？
那别人说的却不是对的吗？
我不了解那个basis是什么。
错了的话，会不会有人来告诉我啊？
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以前都是爸妈，老师们说什么才是对的。
进入社会，不再有如此的好待遇了，自己得看着办。
professional judgement，好难懂的一组字母。
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突然我好像懂了一些他们要求的严格，在看了那篇文章。
现在她会把想说的话贴在我的玻璃桌上，让我自个儿阅读。
都是一些重复性的话，但句句腑肺之言。
我想她太了解我是个耐不住性子的人。
很贴心的举动。
这些我都知道，谢谢你，真得。
Labels: murmur
It's coming to month end, and it will be exactly 1 year. (Oops, and there's still many years to go..) Can't wait for my break, although just a few days, it will still be great.
Sometimes, i like reminiscing the old days where i was still in t-shirt, jeans and my fave sneakers, hanging out, kepo-ing and gossiping like nobody business, go for competitions, doing sports and activities in a whole big gang. Couldn't do that anymore, everyone has their own busy life.
Another thing i miss most is my long hair, well, not exactly very long but i let my hair grow for some years and with a cut, that's it. Everyone needs to move on anyway, time will make it grow longer again.
I like little things that happen in my life. It makes me learn to treasure and satisfy with what i have now. Although i still have a little 'Don't Care' and laziness attitude on certain things, but that's just so me. That also explains the slow blog posting and my willingness to write grandmonther stories low productivity.
For now, I need to save more money, to do things that i like and the future. While doing it, i still need to enjoy life to the fullest allthough it's not always smooth sailing. I hope you too.
Labels: My Life
Why am I not good enough?
How can I be better in many many ways?
How?
Labels: murmur
